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Name: Tina
Country: United States
State: Nebraska
Metro: Omaha
Birthday: 11/25/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: running, cycling, cars
Expertise: screwing things up
Occupation: trying to make my life better
Message: message me
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Member Since:
11/18/2004
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| mostly because it was. i haven't updated in a while. and i don't feel the need to really. i once used this because my shit was fucked up. and now, well i don't feel i need to write to the masses on the internet anymore.
i'm happy
i'm content
i'm me
you'll get over it | | |
| jerad and i are better. not that i didn't still fuck up, but we're better.
got done with 2/5 of my tests. not to shabby. they weren't so hard...but i did study my ass off for them. i was up till 5am. but i dominated them.
other than that, not much going on. i'm done on thursday. i'm sure i'll load my car up after my test and i'm not really sure when i'm leaving. i'm going to miss some of the people a ton. rod and i had our last all nighter studying last night. good times. i'll miss that. and kay, cuz she's not coming back next year. but all in all things aren't bad. but i think i'm going to take a nap and then work on my take home essay that is due tomorrow. oh wait i have 3 essays due tomorrow and one german paragraph to memorize....BOOO! | | |
| jerad and i are better. not that i didn't still fuck up, but we're better.
got done with 2/5 of my tests. not to shabby. they weren't so hard...but i did study my ass off for them. i was up till 5am. but i dominated them.
other than that, not much going on. i'm done on thursday. i'm sure i'll load my car up after my test and i'm not really sure when i'm leaving. i'm going to miss some of the people a ton. rod and i had our last all nighter studying last night. good times. i'll miss that. and kay, cuz she's not coming back next year. but all in all things aren't bad. but i think i'm going to take a nap and then work on my take home essay that is due tomorrow. oh wait i have 3 essays due tomorrow and one german paragraph to memorize....BOOO! | | |
| last week we had just finished watching spiderman 3. last week thinks were great. then i trusted someone else. and shit got bad. things are fucked up. he's pissed at me. i was dumb enough to believe puppydog. which might just make me dumber than he is. super. now i hope he forgives me. because i didn't mean for that to happen. yet another innocent mistake. the worst part is that i had a bad feeling about going out that night. and i kinda wanted to go to the concert with my sister, but it was the last weekend up here and i wanted to see jerad. well, i saw him...and totaly pissed him off because i'm stupid. and now he's upset with me for the last week that we get to be constantly closer together than an hour and a half. i was sad about this when i knew it was just a week, but now i don't even know if he's going to want to see me. i haven't been this upset at myself in a long time. i'd forgotten i could be so stupid | | |
| there are times in my life that i would like to step away from it all...right now is one of them
yet with all the insanity. all the papers. all the proof reads. all the study sessions. all the peer reviewed journals. all the books. all the over priced text books. all the high school dana drama. all the little things that annoy the shit out of me. out of all of that there is all of this. there is all of these beautiful things that make life worth it. the little things that are so big. the bianchi bicycles. the hours talking to friends. the way he makes me feel amazing just for being me. the coffee. the irish cream for the coffee. the book that i love. the studebakers. the two weeks till summer is here and school is out. the sun rises. the dew drops on flowers. the random hugs i get when he's happy. those are the things that make me happy. those are the things that make life worth it.
i need more little things. | | |
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